to the man who loves me

  Thank you for all the times we spent together. For the shared laughter, sadness and silence. All the long messages we sent each night, photographs with our quoted feelings.  For all the worries, doubt; fears and dreams. Even if we only have a little amount of time whenever we are together, even if everything…

Do I really love you, right here right now?

I can’t truly tell what i feel inside is it love, anguish or despair. But if you here with me, right here right now. I would snatch your arm, and pull you closer to me as you soundly asleep. I would embrace you with my warmest. I would make that ice cold heart be melted.I…

Why the heck do I love you

You suddenly asked me this question, “Why do you love me?”I answered quickly with the words, “Because you love me.”<silence> You seem to be unpleased and felt like those were just empty words or a generic answer. For me, it was not, for it was cultivated with some self-intervention and reasons from the past. And…

365 days,

Here we are baby, (Just imagine that we climbed a mountain and looking what was below or behind us). Here we are still together, I supposed. We’re still together despite of all the mediocrity that surrounds us. Despite all the negative feedbacks, side comments and destructions. Still, we care to manage all the effects and…

I love you  

I’m Over-thinking Me

The Fears The What If’s The doubts The confusion The mistakes The worries The past The future But never the present. I tend to forget to be mindful about the present, I tend to ignore the droplets of rain, the sound of the noisy streets. The yell and blunt. The music, the scent, and the…

Do you really love me?

He said. I was stunned by that question. Wondering what he might be thinking after and before he asked. I realized many things which made me feel like stupid, or fool. I made things complicated when in fact everything is just an easy flowing. I was drowned by the thought that I should protect myself…

Random questions

Why be in a relationship? Do you have something that is missing that you want to figure out to somebody else? Is it because you just felt alone and you wanted to be with someone? Will it be worth it to take the plunge without even planning everything ahead of you? Do you feel like…

She eluded love

“Loving me would cause so much pain it would cause all of you until nothing has left. It will take all parts until you will no longer have a single ounce for yourself” Says the Princess to her Knight. “It will sure take all of me your highness but it’s all I can give, myself..”…

Sleepy Head

I don’t know where to start but I guess I can somehow create things and make it right. I don’t have the urge already to make things and I just find things as meh. I don’t have any ideas and I can’t motivate myself to work. I don’t have the motivation to take the plunge….

How to get over an ex

Being in love with someone can be the greatest feeling as a human being. But sometimes, love can never be enough as what a song explained. Even though you are madly in love with that someone there will be a time where everything will turn differently. Even the flowers wither, leaves fall and so are…